JANGAN HARAP!!!

ko kalo dtg umah org nak wat2 bising,,wat muke blagak!!wat kurang ajar!!
JANGAN HARAP ak nak wat2 BAEK LA,,
lg ktorg diam lg ko api2~~mmg ak balaz balek la,,,mmg ktorg akan jd KURANG AJAR GAK!!!
vvvooooodddooo neh!!!

::: I'm a STRONG girl BUT I still only a GIRL,,

STRONG gurl??OK!! itu mmg no doubt,,
kalo x, xkan tsenarai dlm top 4 MOST MACHO female dlm batch ak kan???
penah dlu ad sorg mamat neh ckp bdn ak mcm pemain rugby!!
OK!!ineh serious sgt menGERAM kan,,tp ak PEDULIK ap ngn ko,,
tp tue dlu,,mse berat ak 60++ KG,,
skrg tidak lg,,OWYEAH!!

I still only a girl,,what ever it is,,
even skuat mane pown ak ckp ak neh,,tp ak stil pmpn la kan,,
sometime ad gak time2 ak terase,,ad gak tyme2 ak rse mlz jer nak lyn org yg buat lawak,,
tp tue SOMETIMES!!not ALWAYs,,
biase nye ak yg mmg sgt hyperactive kowt,,

weekend mse tue bestie lepak bilek ak,,
tp die kate rumah ak mcm x rse hommy sgt,,sbb bdk2 umah ak jnis yg wt kije sndr,,,tmasok la ak pown,,sbb ak lg ske dok dlm bilek sensorg n STUDY,,(FINE!!bohong,,)
mse bestie lepak2 tue die nak tgk FB die dri laptop ak!!
FINE!! dipersile kan,,lepas tue die boley tbace sticky note ak plak,,
SUMPAH der!!GUA malu gle kowt LU bace,,hilang kot KEMACHOAN wa!!
itu rhsie!!!LU KECOH!!mmg gua seliging kepale LU!!

yg pantang nye dgn ak neh ble org ckp,,
"weh,ko apehal neh??nmpk sday jer" ATAU
"weh jgn r sday2!nt kte wat bnde yg best2 eh,,"

for sure lepas ko ckp cm2 mmg permate2 jernih dri mate ak akan bjujuran kluo,,
tp tue kalo ak sday sgt la,,
AMARAN: ble ak nmpk sday jgn ckp apa2..sbb serious ak fragile org nye ble emotionally unstable,,,,
kalo ak x sday ko ckp cm2 mmg ak ckp "ko pehal??nak kne tumbuk??"

tp ak akn lg sday kalo org ckp!!!
"weh ak homesick,,ak rhendu mak ak la,,"
SERIOUSLY!!ak mmg akan sgt sday,,

penah housemate ak ckp,,
"ko neh homesick neh sbb tue sday,,sbb xkan ad bende laen ko akan sday smpai cmneh.."
tp td roomate ak ckp,,
"eh ko homesick ker??tp x nmpk mcm homesick pown,,",,ha,,hebat x ak sembunyi kan perasaan,,echeh..

conclusion!! AKU NAK BALEK JOHOR!!
suddenly mcm kne think twice nak kije kt sabah,,
neh baru 5 weeks xbalek da SERABUT ak smpai berjanggut,,apentah lg kije d SABAH,,:((

::: Believe me!! :::

believe me my FRENZ!!
if ur feeling is not really stable,,u will act stupidly,,
u cry most of the tyme!!
u too fragile to accept anyone comment or advise..
u'll think everyone not understand u!!EVEN not TRYING to,,

but ONE DAY when u become more stable,,
u'll find that 'how stupid i am' previously,,
u'll laugh out loud with all ur act,,
then u will say 'TQ frenz for all the free advise and made me realized..TQ for always be by my side'..:))

BE STRONG GURL~~U deserve BETTER!!(ayt typical nak pujuk org),,:P
tp BELIEVE ME!! ABSOLUTELY, WE DESERVE BETTER,,:)

::: it's not accidentally :::

this is not accidentally meeting,,
BUT it is planning meeting,,
planning between two cousins and his fiancee,,
what ever it is,,
I'm really thankful with ur gift ALLAH,,,
alhamdullilah for the very meaningful gift in my life,,
KAU MAHA BESAR YA ALLAH,,:))

::: No worries :::

dun worry,,x amek ati pown,,even agak mkn dlm cket,,:P
tp as usual,,mara skejap jer,,
now?? no more~~not at all,,:))

tkejut kan tbe2 bgadoh stelah btahun2 lame nye,,
PERHATIAN: sye neh garang org nye,,rrraaaawwwrrr~~:P

no worries ok~~xmara pown,,meRAJUK jer,,
GELI kan,,
sile abaikan,,:))

::: Sleeping cow :::

sejak 2,3 menjak neh ak KUAT TIDO kowt..
smlm kol 3-5pm tido,,pas2 malam kol 12 am da ngntok dah,,
ap kejadah nye??
bukan nye berKEBUN pown nak penat bagai,,

pas2 ari neh tido dri kol 2.30-5.30pm,,
giler la,,mslh nye pgi td bgn kol 9 am kowt,,
ap kehei nye yob tido bebyk neh??
dah ghuper sleeping cow neh,,,:((

::: Mari mandi bunge :::

lately slalu dgr bende2 yg xsedap pasal bestie2:

antaranye:

1) tbe2 dpt tau bestie kne saman mse nk pgi konvo org yg d kasihi nye,,RM300 OK!!bkn maen2,,xd diskaun tau!!

2) tbe2 bestie dpt tau die dpt examiner yg sgt mnakut kan,,mmg sgt TAKUT!!tp ttp bg smgt kepade beliau,,,"xpe,,kte kan ad ALLAH,,"

3) tbe2 dpt tau roomate bestie a.k.a besfrenz bestie nak tunang,,she seems like not very happy,,but she try to adapt,,:))

4) tbe2 dpt tau bestie crush dgn bestie,,story yg sgt sday,,ktorg nasihat kan si lelaki to try accept si wanita,,TAPI,,,bestie xmungkin boley suke lebey dri besti,,it's very awkward!!tp at the same time ksean kowt,,:(

5) tbe2 dpt tau yg bestie rse diri die d pulau kan dri keluarge sbb beliau d gosep kan ad BF,,for ur information, family bestie neh x ske kalo bestie neh bchenta tyme stdy...TAPI,, beliau x bchenta pown,,sday x???:(

6) tbe2 dpt tau yg bestie kluar dgn sorg mamat yg tidak d kenali,,and hanya d kenali melalui internet~~ineh SCARY OK!!!
pas2 bestie mnasihati bestie,,tp end up dgn bende yg x puas ati,,then tpkse la bestie yg seterus nye (yg neh ak la,:P) mnasihati beliau dgn poenuh bhemah,,maklum la,,org yg start ske ngn org neh fragile hati nye,,alhamdulliah,die boley trime nasihat tsebut..:)

*** bestie yg terlibat dlm cte d atas ada lah seramai 5 org,,ha,,match kan la mane2 yg jd bestie1, bestie2,bestie3 and sterus nye,,:P

::: It's really funny :::

this will be happen if u were not concentrate during bedside teaching~~

NORBILI!!!!(bukan name sebenar~)

if the patient had removed of external fixator and allowed to walk by crutches but in the same tyme not allowed to weight bear on his leg,,WHAT do u understand??

YESSS!! I understand!!

WHAT do u understand??

*SILENT..means xdgr soalan,,*

:))..

Moral of the story: plz concentrate during bedside teaching,,

tp kalo da berdiri bgtu lame,,dgr case presentation bgtu lame, doctor bg fakta dgn sgt lame and xleh mnulis lg during that time,,mmg sgt2 akn lost la,,,:))

Nak cte juge,,:))

ineh ad lah kisah gumbire seorg mahasiswi sebuah university tempatan,,

pada waktu sekian2 setelah selesai berjogging,, beliau pown pulg ke bilek dgn rase yg sgt letih,,

ble smpai d bilek,,mari la berYM bsame sye,,:P,,eh silap,,beliau,,

tbe2 org yg d tunggu2 muncul d dlm YM,,,

BUUUUZZZZZ!!pprrooott2~~ oooh!!omak ko~~tekezot mak nyah,,

crite pye crite pye crite,,

smpai la d klimaks nye,,(ineh bukan cte LUCAH!!)

si die mberi nasihat "sile la simpan duet utk mse depan kte bsame",,

OMG!! mcm sgt serius~~

tbe2 si die bkate lg "i da ad planning in the future"

and tmbah nye lg "org nak serious ngn awk, so da kena pk simpan2 duit da skng"

OHHH man!!! btape gumbire nye ati!!kalo la die tau,,

tapiiiii~~ beliau bpure2 wat2 mcm cool,,

kate beliau "doa la kalo ad jodoh, kalo xd jodoh nak wat cmne, ALLAH knows better,,"

padahal dlm hati terkinje2 spt beruk mak yeh,,

tp,,,kate nye ineh ad lah rhsie kte ber2 sahaja,,kalo la die tau yg mulut beliau neh mcm tempayan xd penutup,,kompom die xbgtau beliau,,tp beliau jnji xkn bgtau sape2..promise2!!:P

and 1 more thing die kate,,kate nye la,,after knl dgn beliau,die da xtgk girlz len,,,haish~~~hot sgt ke beliau neh??

well!!watodo~~naturally cutest among the cute2~~:P

YES!! U r correct,,:))

lately mcm sgt bz kowt,,
byk btol nk kne involve activity..
::: medic nite la,,jamuan ari rye la,,open house la, convo membe2 la and on the next day ad 2 open house, on saturday kne jage booth mse org convo :::
ha,,,BZ kan?? byk outdoor activity kan??
kan da warning dlu,,sape kate budak MEDIC xd LIFE???sape kate???:P

lately pown mcm da jarang2 nak msg kan,,
mcm da lme xtye kabar org jauh kan,,
WELL,,wattodo~~sbb sye neh pntg org nye,,:P
tp it's still OK!! hopfully will be ok until the end of my life,,:)
TQ for being very supportive and understanding even can't spend most of my tyme to him,,
kalo bkawan ngn artis kne la btahan ye,,nak wat cmne,,pemez bagai,,byk undangan,,:P

TAPI.......
bukan bende neh yg nak d share bsame,,
semenjak 2 menjak neh mcm rmai plak membe2 crush ngn bestie sndr,,
bukan xsuke mreka bsame,,,
JUST....
I'm really afraid that it's not a love but more to comfortable to be together,,
BUT...
happy sbenar nye tgk korg gembire,,tp at the same tyme tkot korg heart broken lg,,:((
anyway, as bestie ak sgt2 support korg dari blkg,,
tp kalo agak2 da nampk mcm korg hanyut tpkse la tarik korg gne pancing ikan,,
sshhwwweeettt kan??tp tue la meaning of our frenship,,saling ingt mngingati,,:)

HEART BROKEN??sgt sakit kowt,,,
so,,,hopefully after this no heart broken between us,,
pcye la,,we deserve better,,,ALLAH knows better,,
doa byk2 kat die,,insyaALLAH ad jalan pnyelesaian and petunjuk,,

:))

will missed every moment had spend with bestie,,:))



xlupe gak,,will missed every moment with u jugak PKCIK KESAYANGAN selame 1 year and 12 days,,:P