::: how meaningful ur fingers :::

thumb finger= be a good doctor,,
index finger= don't point others,,(don't blame others)
middle finger = longest finger (be a doctor will make ur lifelong suffer)
ring finger = love ur patient
little finger = humble!!:)

::: xpe ALLAH ade :::

when i think it becomes more impossible,,
i know ALLAH hear my doa,,

when i'm felt very DOWN,,
i know ALLAH always be by my side,,

Cukup lah ALLAH bg ku,,

mood: DOWN sepanjang minggu,,:((

::: dun give up,,:( :::

dedicate lagu neh utk diri sndr,,:((
tolon la jgn give up wahai diri,,
tgl lg cket jer utk melangkah,,:((

Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and that you’re so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can’t see which way to go

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Coz Allah is always by your side
Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way
Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way

Every time you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that it’s way too late
You’re so confuse
Wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Coz Allah is always by your side
Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way
Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
Oohh Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one who can show me the way

Show me the way

Insha’Allah
We’ll find our way
Insha’Allah
We’ll find our way
Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way

::: si ENSEM yg hilang :::

perhatian kepade sesape yg mbace entry ineh,,
tolon la doa kan buku sye yg ensem kembali ke pangkuan ineh,,
even buku tue hanye berharge RM 2,,even kulit nye hanye berwarne cokelat burok..
tetapi di dalam nye tidak ternilai dgn wang ringgit,,
byk nota2 di dalam buku tersebut,,

wahai note book ku yg ensem,,
sile la kembali kpd sye semula,,:((
i really need u STAT!!:(((((

::: hey my sugar daddy :::

agak2 ble duet boley masok??
saye sudah keBOTAKan neh,,
owh,,tolon la sye,,
sye rela berkhidmat utk incek sugar daddy selame2 nye,,

owh SUGAR DADDY ku JPA,,,:P

::: love letter :::

i love u very much,,,
i love u more,,,
i love u most,,

mother knows the best,,:))

::: dulu and kini :::

satu ketika dulu,,,


hari ineh,,

alhamdullillah,,setelah 23 years beliau still comey spt dlu,,,:P

::: pro and cons posting in SABAH :::

kebaikan:
1) bersuasana baru,,dkt dgn pantai2,,
2) dapat byk pengalaman,,
3) boley pro dlm procedure,,
4) gaji sebulan hampir mencecah scholar utk 1 sem,,:))
5) boley nek kapal teghebang,,:P
6) boley berdikari,,

keburukan:
1) akan selalu homesick,,
2) xd sape2 kat sane,,
3) high risk di tinggal kan oleh kekasih hati,,
4) family risau,,
5) xdpt bsame2 bestie,,
6) harge kereta mahal 2-3 ribu,,
7) x ade facilities yg mncukupi,,
8) mybe xleh cuti sesuke ati,,
9) xkan jadi hot mcm skrg neh,,:P
10) x boley nak shoping mcm kt KL,,

even pown bgtu!!itu sume x mghalang keinginan utk ke sane,,:P

::: alhamdullilah :) :::

YA ALLAH,,
Take us in the best way
Guide us every single day..
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

YA ALLAH,,
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..

::: eskimo kah ineh?? :::

satu ketika dahulu,,,

HARI PERTAMA : akak, ad x form nak wat aduan psl aircond?? aircond ktorg angin nya panas la,,

HARI KEDUA: akak, aircond ktorg tue even da repair pown rosak gak,,tetap mngeluarkan aingin yg panas,,

END of that WEEK: ad notis tulis 'jgn guna kan unit ini,,TQ..',,

skrg neh,,,

HARI PERTAMA : aircond kte da sejuk la,,best gler,,

HARI KEDUA : kte neh duduk kt eskimo ker??sejuk gler!! dlm bilek pown kne pkai sweater,,xleh la nak berkemban cmneh,,:P

*** END of this WEEK: akak, ad x form nak isi,,sbb aircond ktorg neh sejuk gler,,mcm duduk kat eskimo,,beku otak!!

tp ayat *** hanya d lafaz kan d dlm otak,,sungguh tidak bersyukur manusia ineh,,subhanallah,,,

::: Emosi~~Emosi~~ :::

tolong la jadi lbey berEMOSI supaye sronok utk bcerite,,:P
even bgtu pown sye maseh suke bcerite dgn beliau,,
kerane..........
saye mnjadi lbey POSITIF!!!

MARI b'EMO!!:P

::: awak dan saye :::

kite neh berbeza,,,
xcaye??ha,,tgk neh,,

awak lelaki,,saye perempuan,,
awak hensem bgaye,,saye chantek jelita,,(wwweeeekkk!!muntah!!)
awak slim,,,,saye selom,,,
awak ade lesung pipit,,saye ade lesung batu,,
awak baek,,saye nakal,,,
awak comot,,saye comey,,(muntah lagi!!)
awak anak japan,,saye anak pavilion,,
awak kelantan,,saye johorian,,
awak sabar,,saye garang,,
awak makan sushi,,saye makan tomyam,,
awak pandai masak,,saye pandai makan,,

whatever it is,,kte tetap 1..sbb kte HARAPAN RAKYAT MALAYSIA...:P
xmemasal la kan,,,LANTAK!!:D

::: Dunia,,Dunia :::

knape sanggup tipu kwn demi seorg lelaki??
knape sanggup tipu family utk seorg lelaki??

knape lelaki kne tipu utk tackle seorg perempuan??
knape kuo berdua-duan ngn lelaki mlm2 smpai x balek kolej??

kanpe sanggup pegi rumah seorg lelaki dari balek umah utk celebrate raye??
knape tibe2 x jd balek kolej sbb ad accident??

knape??
knape??
KENAAAAAAAAPPPEEEEEEE???

knape ktorg sanggup TIDAK study sbb nak disscuss psl ko??
knape ktorg snggup bsusah payah cari no phone kakak ko??

SEBAB KITORG SYG KO!!!!

::: COPY PASTE from LESBO PARTNER :::

weh2~~
ak copy paste tau,,mlz la nk g cari2 balek kat blog ko!!
sbb ak suke bace byk kali,,:P

DEMIKIAN COPY PASTE NYE:

saya dan lisha..eee~ geli2..
haku dan lisha..ok~ baru nampak macho.

dia lahir 9mei.haku lahir pada tooot..make memang dekat2.
~~ kami xsuke cakap benda2 yang ada dalam hati walau kami rapat macamane pon.sebab bagi kami benda2 tuh xperlu dicakap.sebab feeling itu untuk dirasa bukan untuk diberitahu. tapi sebenarnya sebab utama ialah kami segan nak beritahu..hehe
~~ bila kami marah,kami senyap dan tunggu masing2 cool dulu. bila dah cool,kami akan gadoh dengan kasar.. 'ko r..dulu macam neh..macam tuh.aku kecik ati taw' pot pet pot pet lagi. tapi akhirnya akan berakhir dengan gelak tawa.
~~ kami seorang yang pemalu walaupun nampak macam outspoken. kalau kami nak mintak something yang selalunya adelah makanan,kami akan berkias..'ehhh,tuh sape punya?dia xnk makan ke?xbaik membazir' dan lisha memang slekeyh..dia akan cakap.'idot,ko ade maggi tak?nak boleh?nanti aku bayar' dan aku sangat bengang..sebab maggi jek.xdenye aku nak berkira..FRIENDSHIP kita kan lagi berharge.wekkk~ muntah2 bile cakap macam tuh.
~~ kami suka gelak kuat2 bila jumpa. nampak je macam social tapi bila kami keluar, kami akan jadi macam anti-social. 'lisha,ko jangan senyum2 dengan orang.buat muke bajet bagus.nanti orang tak berani kacau' aku selalu ingatkan.sebab orang memang suke kacau kami..hua3 berlagak gile!
~~ kami akan cerita masalah masing2 tapi aku segan siket nak nangis depan dia. aku nangis sorg2. tapi kalau lisha da sedey gile2..dia akan nangis tibe2 macam paip pecah. pastuh dia nak cover bengang sebab dah macam xmacho laa.die akan gelak.tapi dalam gelak dia.still ade air mata yang keluar :)
p/s aku lagi macho dari ko..haha
~~ kami kadang2 tukar identiti..'dot,nak pinjam baju kau' 'amek laa dalam locker aku,xkunci..' dan aku jua akan pinjam baju dia.tanpa sebarang perasaan kedekut.
~~ kami seorang yang loving.kami xsuke cakap pasal hal orang lain.bile kami jumpa, akan bercerita mengenai hari2 kami sebab kami group lain2.so,memang banyak cerita yang berbeza2.
~~ kami secara semulajadi xkedekut tapi akan secara automatik jadi kedekut kalau xde duit ataupun bile berdepan dengan orang yang kedekut dengan kami.
~~ kalau kami jumpa orang yang xberapa nak rapat, kami akan jadi sangat sopan dan xfriendly. tapi itu semulajadi bukan dibuat2.tapi kami memang sopan..hua3

::: bombastik words for WANIE :::

ak tau ko tgh bace blog neh,,
SHUT UP PLZ!!
ko nak bace diam2,,jgn bgtau ak,,
ak TEMBAK ko kang,,:P

::: why I adore triplet (kembar tiga) of U?? :::

1) bcoz we are lesbo partner,,ever and forever..:))

2) bcoz we are backbenches...backbanches = surgeon wannabe,,,Insya-ALLAH..
I'm ur next O&Gist wannabe,,(Pakar Sakit Puan Ok!!Harap maklum,,:P)

3) bcoz we never fight,,kte saling igt mngingati kan,,kalo x puas ati kte mzt ckp,,
"ak x suke la ko wt cmneh,,"
"ak pown xsuke ngn ape yg ak wt kowt,,"

4)bcoz we always happy to be together,,
E.g:
when we just arrived to Kelantan last vacation, ad uncle to kate "awat nye hang asek ketawe neh??"(ineh bukan bhase kelntan OK!!:P)
tgk wrestling pown ketawe,,
tgk crite hantu pown ktorg ketawe,,
tgk muke antare 1 same laen pown ketawe,,ak pown x paham la,,

5) bcoz kte xpenah bkire antare 1 same laen,,kan2,,:P

6) bcoz we naughty,,kte wat jer bende jahat-jahat manje,,ktorg tidak skema OK!!

7) bcoz we hv telepathy,,we can read our mind,,:))

8) bcoz we study very hard to make sure ourself will achieve what we want,,:P

9) bcoz we just be ourself.. and I love the way we are,,:)

::: another 100 ++ days to go :::

SCARY!!SCARY!!!
just now we hv class with Prof C,,
he reminds us that we only left 100 ++ days more to go before we start working,,
it's really scary,,tbe2 meremamg bulu roma mcm ad hantu lalu kt blkg tengkok!!
seriously, it's really scary,,,sgt2!!

"YA ALLAH YA TUHAN KU,,
tolong la hamba mu ineh,,kami adalah selemah2 hamba mu,,
permudahkan pejalanan hidup kami di universiti ineh,,
Engkau sgt2 mngetahui sesuatu yg terbaek utk kami,,dan Engkau sgt tahu sesuatu yg kami x tahu,,,YA ALLAH,,i beg u,,please help us,,"

::: YES!! itu sgt JAUH :::

situasi 1:
setelah almost 1/52(care nak tulis seminggu in bahase medic,,) b'posting d HKL neh ak rse HKL neh mmg JAUH compare to H.Serdang,,SERIOUS!!mmg xtipu..

kalo smpai jer entrance nak msok ke ward tue mmg da berbau peluh wa ckp lu,,
tp ak berbau bodyshop perfume,,:P
ble msok ward yg panas tue mmg rse nak msok toilet and mandi,
tp sbb NIAT ke ward adalah utk belajar so tpkse la melupekan niat tersebut,,

tp tinggal d kota metropolitan neh sgt best!!
sbb pegi jer ke station LRT titiwangse and amek train tros boley mnuju ke shopping complex yg korg nak pegi,,BEST kan??
tp DUET ak pown mmg msyuk jer keluar!!DAMN!!(ap kejadah nak DAMN2 sbb ak yg xpandai nak kawal diri berbelanje,,:P)

situasi 2:
aircond bilek ak rosak kowt,,B4 neh tumpang tido kat bilek sbelah kan,,
sbb kat sbelah ad aircond yg sejuk skali,,rse spt d eskimo,,:))
tp ari neh bdk2 fourth year da balek dri holiday dorg,,
muzti korg tertanye2 ap kaitan bdk2 fourth year pye cuti ngn aircond bilek ak kan??
yg tue xpayah cte,,yg nak cte skrg neh AIRCOND bilek ak TIDAK FUNCTIONAL WELL!!
SEKIAN~~
***nak lepak bilek budak neh pown JAUH,,malaz nak mngangkat barang bagai,,

situasi 3:(yg neh xd kaitan ngn JAUH,,:P)
PEGI STUDY ENDOCRINE EMERGENCY la!!esok ad tutorial!!!(JERIT ak kepade diri sendiri),,
OK!!mnurut perintah!!:P

situasi 4:
xd kaitan pown ngn chenta jarak JAUH!!:P


BYE

::: Gorgeous speech for my twin :::

ucapan yg gorgeous (segorgeous ak) neh d tujukan khas utk abg kumbar ku yg len mak and ayah,,, ::: FAIZ ROSLI :::
selamat ari btunang,,
selamat ari btunang,,
selamat ari btunang utk bend and pqa,,
slamat ari btunang,,:))

i'm really happy for u bro!!
tahniah2,,spt yg d janji kan,,HADIAH BESAR menanti mu,,
TAPI~~TAPI~~TAPI~~
tyme ko kwen nt la,,baru bebaloi bg,,:P

::: mood: harry potter and deathly hallow :::

arineh sgt best krane stelah almost 2/12 (care utk tulis 2 bulan dlm bhase medic,,:P) x mnonton movee akhr nye bjaye gak melihat HARRY POTTER,,
best gler kowt cte die,,even last year ak tgk HARRY POTTER terTIDO kowt dlm cinema,,
mmg roomate ak bengkek gler ngn ak,,tp nak wat cmne sbb mmg cte die mcm lmbt and ak x paham,, furthermore,i'm not a hardcore fan HARRY POTTER,,
tp tue DULU!!
utk mnCOVERkan keLOSERan ak d zaman dahulu kale tue!!!mse cuti sem yg dulu ak manage tok mghabes kan sgale episode HARRY POTTER,,
so nmpk la mcm up-to-date cket,,
tp serious!!wa x tipu pye!!mmg HARRY POTTER itu sgt BEST!!
roomate ak nanges la kan tgk cte neh,,so,,korg yg gembeng2 neh kalo nak tgk sile la bwk tissue k,,,
mmg LOSER gler sape x tgk!!(nie d tujukan utk wanie tp agak keterlaluan d sini!!),,sori2,,gurau jer,,tp agak rugi la kalo x tgk!!:))

mnonton bsame roomate itu sgt best,,
even sye single but not available,,tp nak wat cmne kan,,
sbb d malaysia sye neh bstatus bgtu,,tp kalo sye d jepong myb i'm in relationship,,
OK!!perlu ke mention kan,,:P

td CHENTA lesbo partner ketemu ak utk amek partner lesbo pye lappy la kan,,
even b4 neh agak bnci dgr cte psl die clubbing la ap la,,
tp ble tgk muke die mcm kesian plak,,
rse nye die x wat salah ngn ak,,tp wat slah ngn diri sndr,,
adoyai!!S.E.R.A.B.O.T la kan!!

lagi satu BILE JPA NAK MASOK NEH??
bile dpt jer nt ak nak g shopping giler2!!
nak amek,amek,amek tnpe bpikir pnjg and ke counter teros byr!!!
ha,,RAKUS kan!!
watodo,,i'm born with it,,:P

::: sweet words for my lover :::

i dedicate all of this words specially for u:

::: GOOD LUCK for ur EXAM SWEETY:::
::: ALL THE BEST :::
::: STUDY HARD and PRAY HARD :::
::: FINISH ur REPORT :::
::: cepat2 la abez exam,,,nt boley mngedix2,,,nt boley calling2,,nt boley YM2 :::
::: TAKE CARE and mkn ubat kalo still have runny nose :::
::: mish u much2 :((:::

::: a cute letter for my lesbo partner :::

assalamualaikum,,
how are u? sure not sooooo good as before,,:((
i really know how's ur feeling right now,,
coz i had been on ur situation before,,really hurt right?
even ur lacrimal glands had produce a lot of tears and ur nose had runny nose every night but it still can't make urself feeling better,,
'i feeeelllsss good' no more,,
the feeling that u had is like u just get acute myocardiac infarction attack when suddenly u had severe chest pain and severe dyspnea,,,plus with syncopal attack,,even it's more worse right??and u feel that u had no one that u can rely on and to share ur feeling,,
even the thing can be shared but for sure the person who listen to still can't be on ur shoe,,:((

but my little and cute lesbo partner!!
be strong ok!!better to know now than never,,
i will be by ur side if no people u can rely on,,
i will give my shoulder to make ur heavy head comfortable coz i hv gibbus!!
i will wipe ur tears before them fall to the ground,,
i will sing the song in ur heart if ur had heartburn,,
i will spend all my tyme to make u happy,,
that's my promise,,
BUT,,,,i will not share my BOYFREN!!!:P

no worries k!!allah always be by our side at any situation,,
ALLAH knows better,,no doubt!!!

i think it's enough for today~~
chills~~

Sincerely,
Ur bestie..

::: ape kejadah nye ko neh :::

org2 yg XCLUBBING tue mBORINGkan!!!
sgt geram la statement tue,,WTH!!WTF!!WTB!!
at least org2 yg x pgi clubbing mcm ktorg neh x mnyusah kan org,,
xHIPOKRIT!!xMENYAKITKAN ATI!!xPINJAM2 DUET ORG!!!

xpegi2 clubbing ktorg neh BERWAWASAN!!(yg neh x memasal la kan...)
boring2 ktorg neh pown ad org mcm ko yg CLUBBING nak ngurat kan!!
KO MMG MNGERAMKAN!!!
konon2 CLUBBING!!tp balek KAMPUNG wat2 BAEK la kan!!
BOLEY BLA!!
KO!!!boley bla skrg!!!
BLAHHHHH~~

::: Sudah lame!!sudah lame!!:::

dah lame x mbebel2 kat wall neh,,
cite psl tue la,,cte pasal neh la,,
actually ktorg baru jer balek dri cuti sem,,
so,,stil in holiday mood!!
SANGAT holiday mood,,,

ari neh 1st day medicine,,tp esok da start kelas,,
kne present 3 cases OK!!
sgt xd lg mood nak stdy,,
haish!!jgn men2 dah,,tgl 4 months to go,,,
Insya-allah,,

hopefully this thursday xd doctor yg nak wt klz,,hopefully!!hopefully!!
sbb smangat sye utk raye sgt mbare2,,
nak jelez kan org d Nihon!!
echeh,,,
niat pown da x bek kan,,mzt nt ad doctorr nak wt kelas kot,,
SANGAT DOWN!!!

akhir kate: jom braye!!
incek d sane sile stdy dgn bsungguh2 sbb nak exam kan,,:P