::: sweet words for my lover :::

i dedicate all of this words specially for u:

::: GOOD LUCK for ur EXAM SWEETY:::
::: ALL THE BEST :::
::: STUDY HARD and PRAY HARD :::
::: FINISH ur REPORT :::
::: cepat2 la abez exam,,,nt boley mngedix2,,,nt boley calling2,,nt boley YM2 :::
::: TAKE CARE and mkn ubat kalo still have runny nose :::
::: mish u much2 :((:::

::: a cute letter for my lesbo partner :::

assalamualaikum,,
how are u? sure not sooooo good as before,,:((
i really know how's ur feeling right now,,
coz i had been on ur situation before,,really hurt right?
even ur lacrimal glands had produce a lot of tears and ur nose had runny nose every night but it still can't make urself feeling better,,
'i feeeelllsss good' no more,,
the feeling that u had is like u just get acute myocardiac infarction attack when suddenly u had severe chest pain and severe dyspnea,,,plus with syncopal attack,,even it's more worse right??and u feel that u had no one that u can rely on and to share ur feeling,,
even the thing can be shared but for sure the person who listen to still can't be on ur shoe,,:((

but my little and cute lesbo partner!!
be strong ok!!better to know now than never,,
i will be by ur side if no people u can rely on,,
i will give my shoulder to make ur heavy head comfortable coz i hv gibbus!!
i will wipe ur tears before them fall to the ground,,
i will sing the song in ur heart if ur had heartburn,,
i will spend all my tyme to make u happy,,
that's my promise,,
BUT,,,,i will not share my BOYFREN!!!:P

no worries k!!allah always be by our side at any situation,,
ALLAH knows better,,no doubt!!!

i think it's enough for today~~
chills~~

Sincerely,
Ur bestie..

::: ape kejadah nye ko neh :::

org2 yg XCLUBBING tue mBORINGkan!!!
sgt geram la statement tue,,WTH!!WTF!!WTB!!
at least org2 yg x pgi clubbing mcm ktorg neh x mnyusah kan org,,
xHIPOKRIT!!xMENYAKITKAN ATI!!xPINJAM2 DUET ORG!!!

xpegi2 clubbing ktorg neh BERWAWASAN!!(yg neh x memasal la kan...)
boring2 ktorg neh pown ad org mcm ko yg CLUBBING nak ngurat kan!!
KO MMG MNGERAMKAN!!!
konon2 CLUBBING!!tp balek KAMPUNG wat2 BAEK la kan!!
BOLEY BLA!!
KO!!!boley bla skrg!!!
BLAHHHHH~~

::: Sudah lame!!sudah lame!!:::

dah lame x mbebel2 kat wall neh,,
cite psl tue la,,cte pasal neh la,,
actually ktorg baru jer balek dri cuti sem,,
so,,stil in holiday mood!!
SANGAT holiday mood,,,

ari neh 1st day medicine,,tp esok da start kelas,,
kne present 3 cases OK!!
sgt xd lg mood nak stdy,,
haish!!jgn men2 dah,,tgl 4 months to go,,,
Insya-allah,,

hopefully this thursday xd doctor yg nak wt klz,,hopefully!!hopefully!!
sbb smangat sye utk raye sgt mbare2,,
nak jelez kan org d Nihon!!
echeh,,,
niat pown da x bek kan,,mzt nt ad doctorr nak wt kelas kot,,
SANGAT DOWN!!!

akhir kate: jom braye!!
incek d sane sile stdy dgn bsungguh2 sbb nak exam kan,,:P

JANGAN HARAP!!!

ko kalo dtg umah org nak wat2 bising,,wat muke blagak!!wat kurang ajar!!
JANGAN HARAP ak nak wat2 BAEK LA,,
lg ktorg diam lg ko api2~~mmg ak balaz balek la,,,mmg ktorg akan jd KURANG AJAR GAK!!!
vvvooooodddooo neh!!!

::: I'm a STRONG girl BUT I still only a GIRL,,

STRONG gurl??OK!! itu mmg no doubt,,
kalo x, xkan tsenarai dlm top 4 MOST MACHO female dlm batch ak kan???
penah dlu ad sorg mamat neh ckp bdn ak mcm pemain rugby!!
OK!!ineh serious sgt menGERAM kan,,tp ak PEDULIK ap ngn ko,,
tp tue dlu,,mse berat ak 60++ KG,,
skrg tidak lg,,OWYEAH!!

I still only a girl,,what ever it is,,
even skuat mane pown ak ckp ak neh,,tp ak stil pmpn la kan,,
sometime ad gak time2 ak terase,,ad gak tyme2 ak rse mlz jer nak lyn org yg buat lawak,,
tp tue SOMETIMES!!not ALWAYs,,
biase nye ak yg mmg sgt hyperactive kowt,,

weekend mse tue bestie lepak bilek ak,,
tp die kate rumah ak mcm x rse hommy sgt,,sbb bdk2 umah ak jnis yg wt kije sndr,,,tmasok la ak pown,,sbb ak lg ske dok dlm bilek sensorg n STUDY,,(FINE!!bohong,,)
mse bestie lepak2 tue die nak tgk FB die dri laptop ak!!
FINE!! dipersile kan,,lepas tue die boley tbace sticky note ak plak,,
SUMPAH der!!GUA malu gle kowt LU bace,,hilang kot KEMACHOAN wa!!
itu rhsie!!!LU KECOH!!mmg gua seliging kepale LU!!

yg pantang nye dgn ak neh ble org ckp,,
"weh,ko apehal neh??nmpk sday jer" ATAU
"weh jgn r sday2!nt kte wat bnde yg best2 eh,,"

for sure lepas ko ckp cm2 mmg permate2 jernih dri mate ak akan bjujuran kluo,,
tp tue kalo ak sday sgt la,,
AMARAN: ble ak nmpk sday jgn ckp apa2..sbb serious ak fragile org nye ble emotionally unstable,,,,
kalo ak x sday ko ckp cm2 mmg ak ckp "ko pehal??nak kne tumbuk??"

tp ak akn lg sday kalo org ckp!!!
"weh ak homesick,,ak rhendu mak ak la,,"
SERIOUSLY!!ak mmg akan sgt sday,,

penah housemate ak ckp,,
"ko neh homesick neh sbb tue sday,,sbb xkan ad bende laen ko akan sday smpai cmneh.."
tp td roomate ak ckp,,
"eh ko homesick ker??tp x nmpk mcm homesick pown,,",,ha,,hebat x ak sembunyi kan perasaan,,echeh..

conclusion!! AKU NAK BALEK JOHOR!!
suddenly mcm kne think twice nak kije kt sabah,,
neh baru 5 weeks xbalek da SERABUT ak smpai berjanggut,,apentah lg kije d SABAH,,:((

::: Believe me!! :::

believe me my FRENZ!!
if ur feeling is not really stable,,u will act stupidly,,
u cry most of the tyme!!
u too fragile to accept anyone comment or advise..
u'll think everyone not understand u!!EVEN not TRYING to,,

but ONE DAY when u become more stable,,
u'll find that 'how stupid i am' previously,,
u'll laugh out loud with all ur act,,
then u will say 'TQ frenz for all the free advise and made me realized..TQ for always be by my side'..:))

BE STRONG GURL~~U deserve BETTER!!(ayt typical nak pujuk org),,:P
tp BELIEVE ME!! ABSOLUTELY, WE DESERVE BETTER,,:)